Retomando

Bom, esqueci de você por um tempo mas é sempre bom voltar porque esse registro é uma memória bem legal, como só eu entro aqui mesmo acho que vale a pena poder deixar recados e lembretes.

Surpreendente a exatidão dessas duas músicas do NIN por coisas que passo, e sentimentos que tenho:

a primeira acho que não sou só eu, mas todo e qualquer tipo de pessoa que idealiza suas relações pessoas, idependentes de quais sejam, e que estão cientes disso:

Nine Inch Nails - Only

I'm becoming less defined as days go by
Fading away
Well you might say
I'm losing focus
Kind adrifting into the abstract in terms of how I see
myself

Sometimes I think I can see right through myself [x3]

Less concerned about fitting into the world
Your world that is
Because it doesn't really matter
(no it doesn't really matter anymore)
None of this really matters anymore

Yes I'm alone but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell
I think maybe it's because you never were really real
to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself [x6]
And it worked.
Yes it did!

[Chorus]
There is no you
There is only me
There is no you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me

Only

The tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out
to be scab and I had this funny feeling
Like I just knew it was something bad
I just couldn't leave it alone, picking at that scab
Was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
But I climbed through

Now I am somehwere I am not supposed to be, and I can
see things I knew I really Shouldn't see
And now I know why (yea now I know why)
Things aren't as pretty
On the inside


Agora essa eu até me pergunto se Trent pensa igual, ou se é uma coincidência de um texto mais generalizado que se aplica as questões da despersonalização:

Nine Inch Nails - Into The Void

Tried to save myself, but myself keeps slipping away
(x4)

Talking to myself all the way to the station
Pictures in my head of the final destination
All lined up, all the ones that aren't allowed to
stay
Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save a place from my cuts and my scratches
Tried to overcome my complications and my catches
Nothing ever grows and the sun doesn't shine all day
Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away